Nothing comes good but troubles always appear

Today I feel so moody. Seem to me, my life is always full of trouble.

I finally finish my studies but I have to look for house to rent again. My landlord just sold the house I staying now. I had to relocate AGAIN..... It is so hard to look for house to rent now a day. The worst is the renting rate for house had gone up. That's make our situation worst.

Another problem is our PR application had postpone to 2012. Due to the Australia government had recently change the migration law, we are affected. Just because Gerry's course is not under the demanding list, the government has the right to postpone our PR application. THIS IS SUCK.

Although I had completed my course, I still trying to look for job. So far I have no news from anyone and I had sent numbers of job applications.

My life is upside down in a way. I just feel so demoralize right now. I'm always a positive thinking person and take up any challenges. I believe one day I will success in life such as career and family. I never doubt GOD and believe he always around to help me. But sorry GOD, this time I can't help myself to think that you had forget about me. All I ask for is a proper roof top to cover me family head, a proper job to feed my family with 3 full meal and a peaceful, quiet life. I not asking for a luxury life which cost few millions of dollars. I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE WITH MY FAMILY, THAT'S ALL......

Frankly speaking, I had not enjoy my life much since I came to Australia. I willing to sacrifice in order to get a better life in Australia.

TO GOD: Please do not punish me from not doing my praying regularly. I always try my best to do my praying and read bible. I always busy with studies, houseworks, cooking, working and taking care my family. By the time, I have time for the day, I already exhausted like a hell. I had give up all my hobbies to support me family.

WHAT ELSE YOU WANT MORE FROM ME????

Brain Dead....

Today I'm trying to write a report and I do not know what to write. I had too many things in mind and don't know what to do. Feel so moody today. I got so many assessments to do and yet not one done. I have only 5 days to complete all assessments or else I going to fail my studies. Seem like time is not stopping for me...........

I have to stay calm and relax in order to complete my assessments. But it is very hard to do!!!!!!!!!!

My friend's dog die

Last Saturday, my good friend, Emily's dog die.

The dog name is called Lizzie

Lizzie RIP 08 August 09

What's a sad thing to happen?

Back to work

Now I back to work at the fish and chip shop. I just want the money. Well I only work Sat and Sun so that is good enough for my own expenses. Like that I can continue my driving lesson.

Radio Show

I have been volunteering at the radio show at my suburb. Having a lot of fun !!!!! Give me a lot of chance to learn and know more people.

Can't believe that I ON AIR. Hahahaha

Exhausted

Have not update my blog for very long. I totally have no time for the past few months. How I wish I have extra 24 hours to do all my assessment. Too bad, I don't have it at all.
Wish myself good luck!!!!!!

Back to assessment again

Please help me God

Oh god, please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had been depressed for a few days. I do not know how long I can stand my husband. One month ago, he sprained his leg and then recover. But a few days ago, he sprained his leg ago and the worst is the same leg again. This time the sprain get worst. Last time I told him after the leg recover he need to do more exercise such as walking. I told him to spend at least 20mins to 30mins for walking everyday but he is not listening to me.

I do not know what to do anymore. Firstly, I got my studies to stress me a lot and now he giving more stress. I do not know how to handle anymore. I feel that I had enough of studies, housework, shopping for food, cooking and have to worry for him. I know he is under stress working 2 jobs that why I tried very hard not to throw my anger to him. If I have to keep on like this, I going to be very depress.

PLEASE GOD, CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO. I LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Escape From the Bush Fire at Maryville

I was lucky on Saturday. Gerry and I had checked in to a motel in Marysville. We wanted a short trip during the weekend and never think of the bush fire will come to the Yarra Valley.

At about 3.57pm, we were ask to leave the motel and head to Alexander. At first, we thought of going back home but in the end we can't. All the roads that we could go back home were closed. We have no choice but to head to Eildon. We had to stay there for a night and waited for the situation to be better.

Luckily today one of the road had open and we managed to drive back home . We watched the news and Marysville was totally destroyed by the bush fire. We felt that we are very lukcy and managed to stay alive. In the news, there were 65 deaths at the moment.

Anyway I glad to be home now.

Last day of January

Today is last day of January and the last 4 days were the hottest summer. From Tuesday to Saturday, the weather was above 40 degree. Tues was 41 degree, Wed was 41 degree, Thurs was 43 degree, Fri was 44 degree and Sat was 45 degree. The worst summer I ever experience before.

Due to the weather and my tiredness, I got sick on Thurs. I got bad sore throat and body ache that I got to take a sick leave. I much better today but I lost my voice due of my over coughing.

Anyway I left 1 week to work and I will be back to school. Need to study very hard for my course and my goal this time is to get distinction for all subjects. I know I had set high goal for myself. This is to make a better future for myself.

Happy Chinese New Year To Everyone

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone.

Today I called my mum and wish new year. Her tone of voice was very cold and she just hanged up my phone. This proof that she just treat me as nothing. I feel so sad and don't know what she want.

Whatever I do, she will not be happy. Why I bother to called her.