Today I feel so moody. Seem to me, my life is always full of trouble.
I finally finish my studies but I have to look for house to rent again. My landlord just sold the house I staying now. I had to relocate AGAIN..... It is so hard to look for house to rent now a day. The worst is the renting rate for house had gone up. That's make our situation worst.
Another problem is our PR application had postpone to 2012. Due to the Australia government had recently change the migration law, we are affected. Just because Gerry's course is not under the demanding list, the government has the right to postpone our PR application. THIS IS SUCK.
Although I had completed my course, I still trying to look for job. So far I have no news from anyone and I had sent numbers of job applications.
My life is upside down in a way. I just feel so demoralize right now. I'm always a positive thinking person and take up any challenges. I believe one day I will success in life such as career and family. I never doubt GOD and believe he always around to help me. But sorry GOD, this time I can't help myself to think that you had forget about me. All I ask for is a proper roof top to cover me family head, a proper job to feed my family with 3 full meal and a peaceful, quiet life. I not asking for a luxury life which cost few millions of dollars. I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE WITH MY FAMILY, THAT'S ALL......
Frankly speaking, I had not enjoy my life much since I came to Australia. I willing to sacrifice in order to get a better life in Australia.
TO GOD: Please do not punish me from not doing my praying regularly. I always try my best to do my praying and read bible. I always busy with studies, houseworks, cooking, working and taking care my family. By the time, I have time for the day, I already exhausted like a hell. I had give up all my hobbies to support me family.
WHAT ELSE YOU WANT MORE FROM ME????
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